today was horrible

[antpower]

Today, Trainer ignored me on three seperate occasions. One of which when he was standing next to me on my break for about five whole minutes. WTF? Have I done something offensive to him that I'm unaware of in the past week and a half where I haven't even seen him once? It's super-weird because he wouldn't even make eye contact with me, and he's the type of guy who would normally say hello to somebody even if he'd kind of forgotten who they were.

Really, WTF? Why can't other boys be as easy to understand as Arashi??? And they speak a whole different language.

It was also awful for other reasons. But mainly that.

I am now going to curl up in bed with my chocolate-hazelnut-marscepone cheese pudding and listen to Typhoon Generation on repeat.